First dates are scary. I have one tonight and I’m so nervous, it’s unreal. I can’t even remember my last first date; I don’t even know if my ex and I actually had a first date. That’s quite a sad thought, really. But tonight is one and I don’t know what to do with myself until then.
I have butterflies going in my stomach and my head is telling me that I should just cancel and put myself out of this misery. But that’s just cowardly and I couldn’t be so mean.
I can do this. It will be fun… hopefully.